Author: Jakell Farmer

Psalm 77:3, “When I remember God, I moan; when I meditate, my spirit faints.” Shortly after my second miscarriage, my heart filled with doubt about the goodness of God. Though I had initially experienced a sense of peace, as I moved forward, I had no desire to be with God. Trying to live life apart from God led me to a very dark place. I became an angry person. Everything upset me which resulted in me having a hard time finding joy in anything.  My job became miserable. My husband walked on eggshells. I tried to read the Word,...